The Sadness Behind My Happiness

once i felt sad..
once i felt happy..
both of them always show up..
when I'm beside you...
i always felt sad even when you make me in bad mood..
i always felt happy when you hugged me tight (my hope)..
i wanted to make you happy always..
even in my sadness nor happiness...
because i love you...
if you want me to change a little bit..
i will do it..
i promise..
you may hold my words...
but for now..
I'm really...
really..
honestly..
from my deepest heart..
I'm sorry..
I'm sorry i always broke your even when your in bad shape..
I'm sorry...
I hope you forgive me fully..
i know you have forgive me..
but i want you to forgive me from your deepest heart..
i don't want to lose you..

I Love You My Love...