yep.. another day another tear.. and tomorrow.. it's 1 month and 10 days since The End of My World.. yeah.. my life is never the same since that.. since you left me in the darkness of my heart that you kidnapped.. i really2 don't want to lose you.. and i didn't meant to hurt you.. but yeah that's me.. too much mistakes.. I'm really2 sorry.. if you're reading this..
well... i just want you to be what you used to be.. the cheerful girl that always laugh when i make jokes, hits me when i talk stupid things, listen to my stories.. if you're are not to love me as your love.. you can might as well love me as your friend.. i thought when you say "just friends".. you mean it.. but now.. yeah maybe you think of me as a friend.. but i don't think i was your friend.. i just want to talk to you as usual.. not as my super special one.. but as my special one.. as my friend.. if you are to hurt my heart.. don't do it like this.. you can stab my heart like a thousand times if you want.. but not like this.. the stab will hurt less..
maybe you don't feel like hurting me.. because your hurt too.. but i know.. somewhere in there that even you can't realize it.. there is a little bit of my trace you still keep..
but when i think of it.. i can't get it.. you wouldn't do this to others.. i don't know what made you change.. you will never hurt anyone.. but.. maybe i was wrong.. you were that cruel..
you can do anything you want too.. I'll never stop.. I'll never give up.. I'll never gonna forget the antelope.. and Jerry.. never.. I'll stay as a goat you always love.. the pillow you always hug.. and the cheeks you always pinch..
i hope you don't post anymore awkward things after reading this.. cause you sometimes post awkward things.. well i don't know if it's for me or anything.. it's just awkward.. please don't..
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